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I want to say that I want to start afresh. It will take some time for my muse to kick back into action, but until then, I want to stop feeling like I have no one - because it isn't true and it's a very pathetic feeling. And if there was ever a time I needed my writing most, it's now.4

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But I have to apologise. First, I want to say sorry to all those who have been worrying about me and also to thank them for giving me my space when I needed it - and when I didn't want to talk about anything at all. Even now, I don't want questions.6

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Also, to all the people in the Unplanned Rounds. I am very very sorry. Ryan wasn't around for a while, and then I was stuck in my own transitions. I shouldn't even be giving any of you excuses anyway because I should have stepped up instead of keeping everyone waiting. The contest was deleted and adding it back seems kind of unnecessary as I feel that no one will want to waste their time again - and I understand that. I am really sorry.8

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I don't know if I should be doing that nails thing either - I don't have my gold membership anymore [nor a credit card] so I won't be getting it anytime soon either. Or I don't know if I can still post images in journals. Or if anyone is even interested in them anymore.10

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Lastly, does anyone want a background? I need some more distractions and normality - so it would be great if you wanted one.12

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I hope I can fit in again. I will try my best with the time I have.16

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- Chandni18

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  • Naridill gold member
    October 25
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    I lost the alt key heart.

    *wanders seemingly nowhere*


  • Fug-azi
    October 23
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    You never 'fitted out' as far as I was concerned, we all need space sometimes for what ever reason, just glad to see you here.


  • CitrineSunrise silver member
    October 22
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    Poetry isn't our life...it only seems that way sometimes. I'm glad you're back and I look forward to reading some of your new work. Liz


  • wbiro gold member
    October 22
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    your title drew (invited?) me in... ah, problems, problems, problems... put them in a can and hear them rattle...

  • Melissa Gayle gold member
    October 22
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    So glad to see you back honey!! Just do it one day at a time, at least that is what I am trying to do.

    • Never Fall in Love
      October 23
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      That's what I keep doing too! But somewhere along the way, this just seems like one endless day.

      [i did not mean for that to rhyme, lol]


  • stasis
    October 21
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    I've missed you dear
    And I'm glad that you're coming back.
    As for backgrounds, I wouldn't mind one, haha, my membership ends on the 27th for good, probably, so I figure I may as well end it with a sweet background

    If you ever need to talk, don't hesitate to shoot me an IM okay?


  • Ink4Blood
    October 21
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    Heyya Chandni, I'm really glad you're trying your writing again ^^ I always loved reading your poems. Now as for backgrounds, you can make one for me if you want. *hugs*

    Love & Light,
    Justin


  • storiesuntold gold member
    October 21
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    This is from the heart writing here honey .

    And you will find the people ere on allpoetry are a loving bumnch and they will be excited to see you back with us . I had a background on mine and I am even a gold member again and it wont work for me anymore so I dont have a background anymore .I had the one called firefly it was a cocoa brown background with the little girl
    looking at a firefly the little girl had brown hair and brown eyes and its a free background .But it wont upload on my page . The little girl is on a side pic and the cocoa brown was full screen can you do that for me . I only want the one called firefly though


  • Shakes-spear
    October 21
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    We love you!

    I understand the thing about time as I don't have as much anymore. I write when I can and read what I can. I hope everyone will understand, but I know some don't. I want you to know that I will always find time to respond to anything you need to ask. I try to read poetry, but I can't read it all, but I will read and respond to any messages or notes anyone writes to me. Saying that, If you ever need an ear...I'm here for you! Hope you still love me too! Love and kisses, The Shaker


  • February Moon gold member
    October 21
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  • Age of Rain
    October 21
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  • Laura Lamarca gold member
    October 21
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    i'd like a fresh background please. & "fitting-in" shouldn't be a problem - we've missed you & it's good to have you back here.

    love you chick, remember that.


  • lowercase prelude gold member
    October 21
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    I'm glad to see you back and yes, I would love one of your awesome backgrounds. If you could make me one that could be used as my desktop background and is music-related - that'd be spiffy

    • Never Fall in Love
      October 23
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      I'm not sure if I can make a desktop, but I'll definitely try - you need to tell me what size your screen is, though


  • x-Black-Butterfly-x gold member
    October 21
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    big hugs hun id love one of your super backgrounds am always here if you just need someone to vent to but i understand if you just want space

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