Hi (: I'm Meggen.1
Just a little entry about me at the moment (:2
I am..um..hard to explain.
OKAY!! (:3
Working hard ((as always my loves)), in love still. ♥
Nathan and I are going great (: Gosh am i so in love at the moment..
i am happpppppppppppppppppppppyyyy..
thats amazing for me to say. My life is almost perfect (in my eyes)
I'm barely ever sad..i am just average. (:
gosh am i really NORMAL? ewwwwy ^_^4
OHHHH MYYY GAWDDDDD-- ♥
It has been almost a year since i cut ♥ WOW wow WOW. i am so proud of myself (:
I don't even care about it anymore. but i will never forget those times it makes me grateful for who i am now (: thats why i am getting a tattoo..on my wrist..where i used to cut. it's pretty scarred up, but they said it will be okay.5
주홍 눈물과 죄악 6
(it means scarlet tears and sin in korean)7
or8
разрывы и согрешение шарлаха 9
(same as above in russian)10
i think its a good idea..
♥ (:11
I'm feeling wierd lately though..i think my eatings out of whack!!!! i am still coping with bulimia..its getting better..well no actually not really. but im O.K. D:12
better go.13
I leave you with this14
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My faith does not know
What’s about to be
The corner that’s so far away
Breaking the mould
Turning without hesitation
Strength in fearless kissing
In front of my mother
To show love although understated
That’s faith in which I am
Or in the love we share16
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Meggen x18
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aw im so happy for you. glad you have someone like him
and i love the tattoo idea, its very unique and sounds really cool. im planning to get a tattoo on my wrist as well
and a whole year? thats awesome! happy to hear that
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♥MEGGEN:: Heyy Samm.... 1 ♥SAM:: hey meggen how are you?? 2 ♥MEGGEN:: GOOOOOOD. pumped for our vegies hun?? lolz!!! *runsaway* 3 ♥SAM:: Lol me too....we are going to be so healthy at the end of thias week and hopefully a dress size smaller... 4 ♥MEGGEN:: Hell Yeson Jul 28 9:24 PM, 500 words. → 1 comment, Add one?

