Alright, i'm just gonna put it out in the open... My current story (Your Blood Runs Like Poison, So Why Do I Want You So Badly?) IS i repeat IS still going to be updated and the plot is beginning to reveal itself to me now. So theres a plus.. But, on the other hand, it takes HOURS to write a single chapter for it sooooo I may not be able to update it as often as i'd like because of school and everything else. But,when i do have the time and when i'm not brain dead from all the work i have to do and i still have at least some of my creative brain cells working then i'll continue on with the story. Right now, i do feel like writing the 3rd chapter but i'm still not sure if my wording in the chapter will come out right. I mean, i dont want the paragraphs to become too confusing and i have to think alot because when i write a chapter, especailly one that isnt entirely thought out yet, its kind of hard to concetrate on and do your best when your always trying to think of the next thing to write so, i'm going to write when i'm not distracted by all of the wording and plot and just let it all pour out naturally. (as soon as i think of the basics for the chapter(s).So theres that, and i'm sorry for those who were looking forward to my 3rd chapter (which there isnt many so this isnt really a devastating set back so..) i'm sorry
school is just so critical right now and i have to focus all of my attention on it when i'm there and outside of school.. So theres another thought, when its the weekend i might pump out a few more chapters to entertain you, that way it gives me time to think about it and plan it out longer. So, theres another bright side to this whole situation. Okay so theres that on my story.2Another thing is, while i'm writing this story i'm also thinking about the plot for another story i had that was in the works before this one. My other story, i think , has a more exilerating plot i guess you could say. Not action packed but it is a plot thats full of danger and life or death situations so anyways, I'm not sure if i should post it on here, it may cause people to gravitate their attention away from my other story so i'm not sure. Plus, i think most critical readers out there would tell me that its not professional enough or something like that, (because it is another supernatural story) or they might say that its not original enough and it doesnt have "sparks of creativity". So, yeah not sure about it, i'm gonna keep working on it before i show anyone though. Another thing that i'd like to mention. Okay,i get distracted alot by my day dreaming and story building soo when i start working on a new story OTHER new plots and stories start coming to me. So, that ditracts me A LOT, especially when i'm trying to focus on one story but the other story is buzzing in my hear telling me to venture through my thoughts and feed it some more plot ideas. *rolls eyes* but not that thats a bad thing it just gets on my nerves and stresses me out a bit. Because any idea i have i tend not to throw away (its a habit for me) when it comes to story plots. I Keep EVERYTHING when i'm writing about a story plot, i mean EVERYTHING, because 90% of the time i might use it and 10% of the time it helps me think of a better plot idea. So thats that on that. Thats partially why my stories are never down on paper (this was the second story where i actually wrote a few chapters on it.) The others i never really finished and i lost interest
3So thats that on my story problems. *thinks* hmmm i know i wanted to say something else but i forgot.... hmm i guess thats it. So,yeah im really distracted right now and i feel like i want to start another chapter for my story but i'm so distracted by my other plots and ideas that its kind of hard to do right now (thats the whole point i'm trying to get across) so, i'm sorry for those who like my story so far, i promise it will get better! i have started editing the prologue and everything else so theres a start. (I havent posted the edited prologue yet because its still in the works and its not finished so. thats why.) anyway, thats all i wanted to mention.
