~ Refuse to listen to the word "No"
"No" you can't do this or that in your life or "no" you won't be able to accomplish that dream or this goal. That didn't work, so try something else. Maybe people have missed the memo, but it is my life and I'm trying to get at least half of the negativity out of my life, so try some positive words towards me instead of trying to put me down and crap like that. "No" you can't be this way or that way or you'll go to Hell. Satan will be one hell of a buddy to cause trouble with then, which brings me to the next thought.1
~ Some Christians are a joke. Take a look in a mirror. Newsflash: I might not be a Bible beating freak, but I do know some things. And considering I don't believe fully, I live how I want to. Not for some higher power. Not putting you down, but before you say anything, take a look in the mirror, because I might say some things you won't like. And if you grew up as one and were a "goodie goodie", then about the path you are on now and how you judged people... I have never caught so much crap from any other religion. So what's up with that?2
~ Reasons I try to keep up with my father: For one, even though he's a prick, he is my father. Still trying to the realization with what happened in 2007. 'Cause a part of me is worried that when he gets out, my mom and me are gonna be on his hit list. Does that make sense? Sucks how you can't change someone for the better to have the Daughter/Daddy relationship I've always seeked out. Maybe it's sympathy.3
~Military still running through my mind and need to get my weight down for that and get some other things done for that to happen again. Reserves or National Guard would probably be the path I take this time if I decide to do this again.4
~ Classes to seek out for school to get my life started where it should of a long time ago.5
~ Different jobs/careers I been looking into and thinking about:
- Criminal Justice
- SARC
- Forensics
- Counseling
- Law Enforcement6
~ Wondering what the right path for me would actually be the right one without making the "stupid mistakes and choices" that some have pointed out to me...7
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Dear Rickie this is very raw piece and I know just how you feel so many aholes out there are jealous of a person like you who has a wonderful personality and attracts many good friends so they use negativity like barbs so dont take any notice of them.Regarding the Christian fraternity or should I say so called remember Christ was constantly rebuking his disciples for holier than thou attitudes and he accepted ALL people just for what they were ...so therefore these so called Christians if they criticise you and make you feel bad THEY ARE NOT TRUE CHRISTIANS...True Christainity is about love , compassion, understanding and all these things should lead to a peaceful coexistance not hateful conflict ...remember little Sis you are special so dont worry ...
Regarding a career you have a love of social passion and have been in the forces maybe a career in law enforcement or even better Counseling as a Pshycholgist so go for it...
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Little Sis when it comes down to it you are a very intelligent lady and I am sure you will make the right descisions there
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Thanks Bro. You always have the right words to make me feel better and help me to keep my head up. You rock!
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