i really dont know how im feeling i think its deppresion,maybe not.Ive read TWIGHLIGHT about a thousand times now and i can almost recite the hole book in my head,its starting to scare me.I have been sick and havnt eaten in 3 days and when i did eat it didnt stay down.The guy i fell in love with just ripped out my heart,my parents are fighting and im just ready to die! there is nothin on tv, im single now because the guy that broke my heart was the one i was in love with and i broke up with my bf to be with him,mind readers i have decided arnt my favorite ppl in the hole world and in case you dont believe in them ill be glad to let you meet my friend. It was odd meeting him in the middle of a chick flick but he said he liked to go to them because he liked to know wat girls thought while watching them.Trust me its a lil creepy to be talking bout him when he knows i am, like right now he called me because he doesnt want me saying to much..........But he better get used to it. hmmmmmmmm what else Oh and he asked me out but idk wat im going to tell him he knows i think about saying yes which irritates me but ill get used to it...... well ttyl for now.
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