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Drunken

DRUNK AGAIN1

AND THINKING OF YOU2

HA KINDA FUNNY.. 3

BUT NOT REALLY4


IT PISSES ME OFF BUT I LAUGH5

BECAUSE THE LIQUOR TAKES AWAY THE HURT6

FOR AWHILE7

WHY DID YOU LEAVE8

DON'T YOU THINK I DESERVE TO KNOW THAT AT LEAST9

WHAT WAS THE REASON10

WHATEVER YOU ASKED ME, I DID11

IF YOU WOULD'VE TOLD ME YOU WANTED A SLUT, I COULD'VE CHANGED FOR YOU12

I THOUGHT BEING DEVOTED TO YOU WAS WHAT YOU WANTED13

BUT YOU LEFT ME FOR A SLUT.. SO WHAT THE HELL14

HA ITS PATHETIC THAT I TALK TO PEOPLE THROUGH A GODDAMN COMPUTER SCREEN
AND WHINE ABOUT THE WAYS YOU HURT ME AND THE WAY IT HAS FUCKED ME UP NOW AND THE WAY I CANT ALLOW ANYONE ELSE TO LOVE ME BECAUSE IT HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH WITH EVERY TOUCH THEY PLACE ON ME15

BUT I CANT TELL YOU16

I TELL YOU WE ARE COOL AND THAT WE'LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS BECAUSE WE SHARED SOMETHING SPECIAL17

BAHAH18

RIGHT19

SOMETHING SPECIAL ALRIGHT20

I GAVE YOU MY HEART.. I GAVE YOU ME21

AND YOU COULDN'T EVEN BE DECENT ENOUGH TO GIVE IT BACK..22

MY HEAD HURTS
AND I HATE YOU
AND IM DONE WHINING NOW
BECAUSE WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT
WE DONT TALK
AND WE DONT LOVE
AND WE ARENT WE
AND I JUST HURT
AND ALWAYS WILL
I HATE YOU

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