Great. My boyfriend is still in love with his ex. Not as much as he's in love with me, but still. I hate her. I want to kill her. But I've already told him that if he wants to go, I'll understand. I love him with everything I am. But I'm not above being hurt. I'm not above losing things. I'm only above being the evil jealous bitch I used to be and I fucking refuse to make him miserable by him being with me even when a small fraction of him wants her. So.1
I offered to let him go ahead and see if they can work it out, and if they can I wish him well and if not, come back to me and I will love him with my heart and soul for the rest of my obbsessive but conclusive life. 2
I don't know what to do.3
So I do nothing. 4
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He'll make the decision eventually. He'll tell me what he wants. He has no choice. Because my love for him is pure.6
Fuck my life.7
The end.
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