i beat so many of you ppl you try to love me are wondering why it is so hard for me too love you bak...well when yoo lived with a drug addicted and her beater pf a boyfriend for half you life you tend to be scared of alot of things...and when your first true love uses you till you break over and over agian its hard to trust anyone anymore and everytime i try to trust one of you.yall always fuck me over and for what so that slut you leave me for can break you in half.............so yeah its really hard to trust anyone to love them when you show them one lil bit of trust they completely crush you the second you do ok............so gett off my bak for not trusting you till you can earn it and not hurt me after you do earn it....................
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im soo sorry. sometimes to me it just seems like guys only want one thing, which is to make out and you know what else. ive had two bfs. im fine with being single until i can find a guy who wont rush into things. take you time..you have alot of it. =) if the guy really loves you and cares about you, he wont hurt you and he'll wait til your ready...just give it time the perfect guy will come around.
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