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i cant.

i cant speak for you but i cant speak for myself. when i say i am head over heals in completely smitten for you and i do not no how to cope knowing you dont feal the same youve told me so have other people. but what can i do im just stuck and if i have to keep smiling and pretending to everyone ill die. it kills me inside to have to pretend im fine. when all i wanna do is lay in your arms and hold you. like today i went out with two girl called tash and sharn from collage known them two weeks and yet we have so much fun but i just felt so depressed whilst having to make loud noises and make them lath just to be the pretend me, i just want to close my eyes and fall and never stop falling, all someone has to do is push me a littel futher to the edge and ill fall. 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGzHl0u9EsI2

this is how i feal.

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