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I've put him on one.
Now I'll have to rip it down. So I don't seem like another girl, following like a lost puppy. He needs to know to make time for his friend. Me.
Friends, that's all we are.
That's all we ever will be.
So what. Im liking this friend thing.1

Speaking of friends...I've lost a few.
I didn't really LOOSE them...I just dont get to see them as much as i used to.
I'm trying to be there for another friend of mine, but he seems to just float there.
He simply is floating through life right now. I think he's waiting to latch onto somebody. As in "an other half"2

Oh well.
My last year here.
It's high time I overlook boys and just focus on myself.3

That's where the friend comes back in...the one on the pedestal.
That's all I want, a good friend. I don't want somebody to kiss on, I don't want somebody that can control my moods by a simple action...I just want a friend.
A close friend.
There's so many out there...but he's become quite close.
There are friend I have that are girls, no problem there, I just don't connect as well.
*Shrug*
No offense.

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  • ixtli
    September 27
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    Nothing like an amazing guy friend. Friendships are better than "romantic relationships" anyways. Friendships go so much further and in the end, go deepr than any romantic relationship ever could.

    I definitely understand not connecting as well with girls.

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