"You Belong With Me" (Not talkin about VMA'S)

I still can't believe that Kanye West would do something like that. I know that's really slow... But anyways that's not what I'm hear to talk about! I just finished Blue Moon!!! And loved it! Good book NO NO NO NOT NEW MOON! lol Read that a long time ago! Anyways I have a question, have you ever feel so hard you can't pick ur self up! Ugh... I barley can speak. I barley can breathe. My heart starts beating like a hammer... "Help I'm Alive lol... but really... It's never happend before... (If u read my previous jornals you could guess who I'm talking about. And no one really cares! Not that it matter but... I don't know... I wish I could go up to him and have a conversation without no interuptions what so ever for at least more than a minute! He so incredibly smart, charming, good lookin...He's got everything that I've ever dreamed of... Well from the stuff I know about him. He's also got his small flaws... like he's short... but that's physical... his inner person sounds beautiful! I can't help it if he looks like an angle, no I can't help it if I wanna kiss him in the rain!... Hey Steven... No but really! Bleh... 1

Anywayz enough about that I guess...
I spent the Saturday with one of my most hated friend... Gabriela R... I don't think none of my friends like her... I think most of the school hates her... She's ver imature... not in a bad way just mentally... She like's kid stuff... She spends her time hanging around little kids (her cousins) and I guess never had social skills in general... I mean I even got really mad at her last year, to the point where I didn't even talk to her for half the year, because of her foolish and childish behaver.... If it was imatureaty like the boys in my school it'll be a bit more exceptional... But no to the point where she doesn't know anything about physcial atraction... almost nothing about how babies are born... It's like hanging out with a third grader!... Oh my... I can't believe how long I talked about this... Well enough about her flaws...
She invited me to her beach house, and in my defence who in the world will turn down a good time at a beach house not only with the beach but with a lake, golfing, pool and more!? Anyways I wasn't alone... I think this has to be the frist time she's ever invited a male friend over to her beach house because she invited the new kid Neal M... He's cool... but can be annoying sometimes X.X... Besides his and her flaws I had a good time... Except for the time Neal crashed into me... You see she had a scoter I had a bike and he had a bike... It was dark, coming back from dinner wither her mom droping off the bike and stuff... since we borowed it... Anyways since it was dark she was in front I was riding in back and he was behind... We had to pass a brige and since it was dark she THOUGHT she saw something stopped which made me stop, but since Neals a retard and had his IPod listening to MJackson He didn't hear me saying stop and crash RIGHT in to me... I have a brouse on my butt... Thanks Neal! X(
After that we laughed it off and returned it... Althought it was hard for me and him since he hit his leg and crashed into my butt an leg... Oh well.. I thought it was funny after a while until Sunday... Ouch... hahaha. That seems to be enough of that...
Sunday I spend studying... Like a crazy person... Monday I spend some hours talking to my friend Rafa... He's cool... Weird but cool... From almost the begin of the school since about 1 week ago I my best guy friend use to call me... and it was weird because we talked about random stuff... But he hasn't call me ever since... And whenever I try calling him he's always busy... So I guess that's it. I've been talking to Rafa... which I guess is replacing him... Even thought I don't like puting it that way... 2

Well anyways I'm bored and there's nothing else to talk about... ... Song of the moment "The World is Ugly" MCR! Lol... obsessions don't ever go away don't they! XD OK byeee