Hey Babe,
It's Thursday night, I see you in one more day. I can't wait. I miss you so bad, and I love you so much. I'm so sorry that it is taking me so long to get your ring babe. I wish I had more money, we are going to and pick it out together. We're going to get that one you wanted so bad. I can't wait to see your face light up when I put the ring on your finger. I hope you're proud of it, so you'll have something to show to your friends. I am so proud and grateful to have you Jayme. You are the best thing that ever happened to me and I never want to lose you. I refuse to lose you! I will never let you go, and I will fight for you till me last breath. You are so special to me babe, and perfect in every way. I can't believe how lucky I am to even know you, let alone be able to hold you and tell you that I love you. Words can't even express how happy I am when i'm with you. Your smile is so beautiful, I swear it could light up the world. Your eyes are absolutely amazing. I could stare into them all day and never get tired. Just to be able to hold you against me while we sleep would make me the happiest man in the world. When we make love it's the most amazing thing. There's no other pleasure that could even come close. When we kiss, my mind stops. Your lips are always so sweet and soft. Your tongue is delicious. I love it. Your body is breathtaking, it's almost impossible to keep my hands off you. Actually, it is impossible. Even if i'm only holding your hand, I have to be touching you. I just can't resist. I don't want to. All I'm trying to say is I love you, unconditionally and uncontrolably. I will never stop and I will always want you. There is nothing I want more than you. There is nothing I want more than to just see you happy. You are my purpose in life. I breathe, I live for you. I am completly yours and I hope that you will always be mine. Now about this school thing. I'm ok with it. As long as you promise me that you aren't going to be a different person when you come back. That you wont even get tired of waiting for me and leave. That you wont love me any less when you come back to me. Promise me those things and I'll be alright. I miss you horribly but I will wait for you babe., And I will welcome you back with open arms. I will promise you right now jayme, I will not change, exept I will get taller. I will most definatly not love you any less and you will always be my beautiful fiance, untill you become my wife that is. Oh jayme you are going to be such a good wife. I'm going to be so happy. I'm going to go now, I love you my perfect beautiful fiance/kitty. I'll see you soon.1
Then I found out she was pregnant with my baby. Everything went downhill and she started cheating. I loved her and she did me wrong. I just thought you people should know how much I loved her. People I know that is. Thanks and comment......2
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whos jayme?
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WOW well i just felt like saying that but i didnt read anything past the first line cause i didnt feel like it. but what ever she does i always got her back even though im not there because shes one of my bffs
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I know all. And I'm here if you ever need me at all. I agree with Trevs, i think you still love her, though you don't talk about her much when we talk.
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Don't fake it like you don't love her no more. Everybody knows you do.
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