Have you ever been in a place in your life, where it seems things are not as good as they were.Well I have been feeling very down lately... I mean I just bought a new house, I have all my kids living with me. I have a great man, But it seems as if things are not as happy as they were..1
I have a friend who has more reasonto be blue than me I mean the one she loves is in Iraq... and she is home all alone...
Then I have an ex whos grand parents are both in the hopsital and not expected to make it through their surgeries.2
And call me selfish but even with all the things that are good in my life, I just feel like there is something missing..Call me a skeptic but I am so afraid that my world is gonna come crashing down around my ears..3
I don't know if it is because of my past where my life royally sucked and I am just afraid it will happen again, Or if it is actually happening again..I have myself worried sick over this I can not sleep and I have a hard time enjoying myself.I had it very well as I dont want my kids to know..4
I also find myself always worrying that my friends will end up not around anymore. And that my best friend will go into a deep depression and I am to far away to help her.5
I guess i feel a tad better after writing this all down but the thoughts are always in the back of my head!
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sistah from da USA..... you know that I have had a lot of depression, and writing it down does help.... also talk to J (I assume u mean our other sistah?) I too am waiting for things to crash.. but trying hard to stay positive! chin up sis, we all love ya...
heaps of love from ya aussie sistah xxxxxx -
Aw, I can relate to this. And what SP said below is right. Don't give up. I think sometimes, maybe as humans, even when we have everything going for us, we just feel down occasionally. I hope you feel better soon.
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I know how this is, and I am sorry you're feeling like this. My best and only advice is to not give up on what you have because of what you are afraid what might happen.
I did that once. Biggest regret, poorest decision of my life and I pay for it every single day.
Write on.
~*~SP~*~
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