i need some place to write my non-poetic thoughts

You know, girls always talk about how they want a guy to love them. They want a guy to know all their flaws and little quirks and love them anyways. They want a guy who no matter how much you complain about them, no matter how mean you are to them, no matter how many times you might say something you regret to him, he will still love her. But I don’t think it’s that easy. It’s not enough for him to just love youfor you to be happy . Just because you have some one who loves and cares about you doesn’t mean you’ll love them back. Even if he’d give anything for you, you can’t force your self to love him back. Having a guy love you doesn’t make you happy, it doesn’t fix your broken heart. It doesn't fix anything Actually it tears you apart. You feel horrible that he goes on loving you even though you know it hurts him, because you don’t love him back. Every time he says he likes you it hurts a little bit more because you know that you don’t like him back, and that you never will. You know he won't give up, even as you date other guys. You know every other guy you talk to makes him jealous, and hurts him, but you can't do anythign about it. Just having a guy love you isn’t enough. You have to love him too. And that’s not always the case. So no, you don’t want a guy to love you and all your flaws, you want someone whose flaws you love and loves your flaws at the same time. Because with out it you still have nothing.