What the eff is going on. Why did trusting people suddenly become so damn hard. I was so sure, but betrayel is a deadly thing. 1
And promises, oh don't get me started on that one.
Empty, broken promises, it's so fucking hard. Don't make promises to people that you can't keep because trust is a very fragile thing and once you break it, you can never really get it back, fully anyway. 2
You think you know someone, than they just lie to you, do they even consider how it will affect you, how much it will hurt you ?! No. Or maybe they did, but just didn't care.3
I hate being mad at people, but lying to me, when I thought I could trust you, after all the shit thats happened, just takes me over the edge. At this point, I really just want to forget. And not just about this, but about a lot of different things.4
Ugh. It just kills me, trying to deal with this. I mean sure, people make mistakes that they wish they could take back, but it still fucking hurts, bad. 5
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I love you all, but I can't take this right now. Whether that may seem extreme or not, I don't care.7
Talk to me when I can trust you again. Please <3
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Seeing as I barely ever talk to you, I am not quite sure if I can help, but I do completely understand where you are coming from. And I am here for you, if you need someone.
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Thank You. =)
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Don't you even think about saying thank you. It is the least I can do for someone.
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