All That Gliters Is Not Gold

Life is a confusing thing. and my life is no worse than the next persons. Nobody needs to know what I've been through and see what I've seen because they probably already have. America is fucked up and almost everyone I know has been raped, abused, or abandoned. I may be the only one of me in the world.....But there are thousands just like me. I used to think I had it bad. But I realized I had a brother who loved me and would give his life for me. And you know what? That is exactly what happened. I always blamed myself after he died. But I realized it wasn't my fault. Protecting me mad him happy. Knowing I was safe, and happy, was what made his life worth living.1

I know i shouldn't have gone out onto the ice, but it looked so fun. And he couldn't swim. but he went in after me. And got me out. And I was safe. But once we got him out from under the thin ice, he was sick. Real sick.2

My favorite person in the entire world was pronounced dead at 7:56 am on Saturday, December 27, 2008. Rest In Peace Chris Creepie.