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God, I hate being a girl.


For obvious reasons, yes. But also because of, big shocker here, BOYS. Ughhhhhhh.
I always always ALWAYS psych myself out and think I like every freakin guy I start to become friends with!
If you've read some of my recent poems (My Heart is in Hell I & II + 'Fade Away'), then you know there's this one guy who I'm, like, obsessing over. But a couple days ago I became friends with this other guy and he's so0o0o incredibly sweet, it's insane. And I don't WANT to like him. But I feel like I do. But I know I don't. It's just really annoying to keep playing it cool when I can't think of anything else and when I'm begging for him to talk to me on Facebook or say "hi" at school. I can't stand itttt >.<1

Ughhh.2

But on a different note, school is going super well I loveeeeeeeeeeee High School! w00t w00t! But there are too many guys... 3

Anwyays, thanks for reading this and caring.
Or reading this and thinking I'm an idiot... Because that's okay, too.4


xoxo
Abi

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  • Baldwin
    September 11
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    Guys are just as confused don't overthink it all, just act on the moment; and if that fails ... well, who cares. Just try your utmost to do right by others and it will come through corny, but true. It was nice reading a little about your life, though i feel like im intruding ><.


  • Miss Chievous
    September 8
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    aww..... Im glad you like high school! (i was listening to White Horse!!) poor you, well i thinks its ok to like me people, I guess there can be BOY CRAZY Like White Tiger said. Dont worry, I can feel like that too!

    Hope you figure it out!
    Seasonings♥


  • SmokinHotWhiteTiger
    September 6
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    ya do realize sweetie that is one of the ebst things going for you you can be "BOY CRAZY" and yet don'thave to exactly well ya kno fall for one persay and likewise possibly go for more than being friends right away because you're at a delicate age where you're merchurin rapidly and becoming who you'll be ect and well I am pretty sure there will be boys you'll really like alot then you'llg et distracted by someone else you'll really like. I was crackin up so badly at the title of this journal entry by you and LOL. any ways happy to know high school is going well for you and hope it continues that way for you. any ways hopefully in time you'll find the right sweet boy you really wanna get to kno more than as a friend and who knows what will happen from there. in the meantime don't hate it sweetie befriend em all and have fun while you can ect. you got a long high school term to go through and I bet you'll be havin boys lining up just to get your attention any ways in the mean time be you and have fun & enjoy makin friends we're all proud of ya sweetie and you're one incredible poet and your entries make me smile and laugh too because when I was 13 I was complet eopposite very social but made no friends cuz I was a "geek" and lmao that changed when I was 14 and showed them girls a thing or two bout how to treat a boy LOL but oh well. any ways so yea have fun keep fallin for boys become boy crazy but enjoy it

  • JToddUnderhill
    September 5
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    No Worries

    You have nothing to worry about, you are normal for your age. However you don't or should I say shouldn't be worrying about boys right now. Your education is number one priority. you need to be self dependent before adding anything to the mix. That means finishing Highschool, going to and graduating college getting a good job..... Then Boys. If I sound like a father then I am doing OK because I too have a thirteen year old daughter who is more worried about boys than her studies. Just know you are loved and the world is not as bad as it seems at times.

  • JToddUnderhill
    September 5
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    No Worries

    You have nothing to worry about, you are normal for your age. However you don't or should I say shouldn't be worrying about boys right now. Your education is number one priority. you need to be self dependent before adding anything to the mix. That means finishing Highschool, going to and graduating college getting a good job..... Then Boys. If I sound like a father then I am doing OK because I too have a thirteen year old daughter who is more worried about boys than her studies. Just know you are loved and the world is not as bad as it seems at times.

  • HollyLouise
    September 5
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    I do exactly the same!!! I'll become friends with a guy, and it'll all be ok, then I start to think I like them, and i'll think about them and want to talk to them. It's so confusing because I never know if I really do like them, or if I just think I do, if that makes sense.


  • storiesuntold gold member
    September 5
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    Oh honey enjoy your high school days

    If yiou become friends with as many as you can in your highschool years and dont let love come into the aquasion then your high school years will be filled with such joy . High school is a time when you learn and observe but with love dont be a part of the jiggsaw puzzel for often if you think about it they are just learning about that as well .So dont let the young boys learn through you .Stay the observer and watch what they do and you will see many of your friends hearts broken and some even become pregnant . Keep yourself safe and know those biys to really get interested in a girl they will try anything but the girl that gets that perfect giy will always say no.

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