Banannna Split

So we broke up.
This is how it went.1

At about 1:45am, September 3rd. 2

Vicki
I think we should talk...3

Patrick
haha yeah i think we should talk too :/ 4

Vicki
But how to start?
I mean, you're the one that's mad, or well disapointed, or however you want to put it. 5

Patrick
iunno yeah i guess
its not just that you were drinking lmaoo iunno... i guess it has something to do with christian too >< 6

Vicki
You know I don't like him. 7

Patrick
lmao
its just that lie
like*
if it weren't for him
you wouldn't even have been drinking 8

Vicki
I know... 9

Patrick
its just that for the past couple weeks, you've spent it all with christian
and i really dont know whats been going on
i'm not saying that you like him
but
iunno
it seems kinda obvious that he likes you
or something
and believe me, you telling me that he forces you on his lap doesn't really help my thoughts
lmfao
on top of that theres the whole faux pas thing
and even the board game night
when you sat on his lap
lmao
not the best sight
and iunno
its just been bothering me
lately
lmao
and
really
...
nominated for best couple?
not really reinforcing my trust there >.<

Vicki
I'm sorry. I went to go get brownies from out of my bag, mom was yelling cause she found them there.
-.-''
& I'm sorry. I don't do these things on purpose.
& I didn't want the awards thing to happen. 10

Patrick
lol yeah i know but the fact is that these things did happen
even if it wasn't on purpose 11

Vicki
I don't know what I can do about this. 12

Patrick
:/ i dont think theres anything you really can do about this and thats why i'm taking this so seriously >< 13

Vicki
If it makes a difference I'm sorry.
I didn't want this to happen.

Patrick
and quite frankly we dont really talk much anymore, and whenever we do, half of the time its about christian... like that time we were at the library... just him. and if our communication is based on the guy im not very fond of, then what kind of relationship do we have 14

Vicki
Well, we haven't really talked much lately cause if THIS.
We use to talk more. 15

Patrick
yeah
we used to
but lately its all about christian

Vicki
I'm sorry, I don't know why, but I am. 16

Patrick
lmao if you dont know why you are, then why are you sorry? its like you are giving me a false apology and what good is that 17

Vicki
I don't know.
I feel bad.
Cause I'm always the one that starts the conversations & it's always Kristian related. 18

Patrick
yeah i've noticed... and all that means is that either hes on your mind or that we really dont have a lot to talk about anymore
and quite frankly, if we dont really speak during the summer, how much better can it get when we have school 19

Vicki
You never know.
Things might change. 20

Patrick
thats what i'm worried about... the fact that i'll never know what will happen... and if you want me to take the chance and believe that things MIGHT change... its something i can't do 21

Vicki
What if I tell you things WILL change? 22

Patrick
how can i believe that? i mean like i said before, if theres this much trouble in the summer, school isn't really gunna help our case 23

Vicki
I don't know. 24

Patrick
i dont think that i'm the right person for you and i dont want to worry about these things anymore
so i think we should break up 25

Vicki
You're serious? 26

Patrick
yeah 27

Vicki
Is it just that or do you not like me anymore? 28

Patrick
its just that these events changed my feelings towards you
sort of made me feel less for you 29

Vicki
So what do you feel now? 30

Patrick
right now... i feel that an intimate relationship really wouldn't work between us, but i still want to be friends 31

Vicki
You really don't think that we could work this out? 32

Patrick
right now i think it'd be best if we were just friends 33

Vicki
I don't know what to say to that.
You know that I want us to be more than just friends. 34

Patrick
i'm sorry but thats just not how i feel right now 35

Vicki
Okay.
I'm sorry. 36

Patrick
'you dont have to be sorry 37

Vicki
It doesn't make a difference whether I have to be sorry or not. The fact is that I am. 38

Patrick
well in that case apology accepted39

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& That's how it all went down.42

So now we're friends, & we're getting along quite well.43