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The Big Move :(

Well... I moved today... and I left the best girl I've ever had behind. She's fantastic.. It's gonna be a loooong time until I get over her, she's actually the best girlfriend ever! Unlike most girls, she hasn't tried to change me, nor has she given me the dreaded ultimatum How awesome is that? She's also beautiful, cute, happy, and fun. And now I can't see her until the summer months... And then She's moving to stupid Halifax.. So it's quite possible I'll never see her ever again after that. Which is incredibly hard to take when you feel this way about someone.
Anyways... Our goodbye was pretty crazy. It was adorable as well We were lying on the couch at my best friends house (we had a bunch of people over to say goodbye) and while we were lying there she randomly shoved her face into my chest and started crying... as sad as it was it was incredibly cute. Then when her ride came.. i could swear i saw her heart break she looked so sad. The fact that that's the last time I'm going to see her in half a year is just awful
After that me and my buddy sat in his basement and didn't say anything for about an hour... and the next morning I went home to pack.. And on the way there I had to ditch my bong on the side of the road because i couldn't find a buyer and i had to take a plane down to Ontario. So I get home, take the dogs for a piss, take a shower, and pack. When I'm all packed up I sat on my couch and watched some shitty day time TV and felt sorry for myself when my dad came home...
And so began one of the strangest things I've experienced... He started yelling... Which, like most people, I hate. So i snuck upstairs to wait out the storm. And being the nosy person I am, I listened in on the argument... turns out... my stepmom has a drug addiction! and I think from what I got from it, her friend who she is constantly talking to is her dealer! WOW! I knew something about her was fucked up! she was moody as fuck all the time... It really all makes sense now... SHe's addicted to Codine! So it was pretty ridiculous! I felt like I should feel bad for her problem, but she brough it upon herself, PLUS! I hate the bitch hahahaha and the worst part is: My grandma, who is dying of cancer, couldn't get out to shop this year, so she gave everyone in the family 125 bucks, and in all reality this is going to be her last christmas, well she stole my grandmas money. and bought more codine. MY DAD flipped... man it was crazy. So yea I really hope she gets what's coming to her.
Anyways I went to the airport with my drug addicted, bitch of a stepmom, and my obviously upset father and sat quietly as my flight was delayed fourty minutes... FUN eh? well I went through the terminal whilst talking to my girl via text and went into the terminal.. I needed to talk to her one more time so I walked around the terminal and found a signal in the corner of the room so I gave her a call and had one last goodbye Man... I think I might actually love her... weird.

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