Rattle Effect

I'm sure many people know what I mean when I say that words are rattling in my head, but that's all they do, without leaving my head. It makes it hard to formulate sentences and write poems, I've also developed a stutter of late that tends to jump up when the words start rattling.1

I've decided to call it "The Rattle Effect".2

I've also been thinking a lot over the past few months about Deeper Meanings.
Not so much why the world is, why we are, why I am, no, no, no. Nothing like that at all. Just questioning things about humanity.
"Dean's Anthropos"3

I've developed a serious of questions, yet unanswered.4

What is time? You could develop the academical answer of what we use it for, but what is the reality of time? And if we cannot define it, how would we manipulate it?5

What is death? Sure, a body stops moving and becomes cold, decomposes, but why? For many reasons a person can die, but when they die what happens, does their metaphorical soul leave them? What is a soul?6

What is reality? It depends on perceptions, which vary from person to person, but what is the en masse definition of reality?7

What is normal? Although cliche in my life, still unanswered.8

If each different culture, speaking different languages all, worshipped a god, or multiple, does this mean there is a higher power? Does this prove my self enpowerment theory? 9

If the soul exists, and the argument meant follows along my prior statement of death, does that mean that all living things possess souls, wills to live, a dominant force which is independant?10

I've been questioning words, where they come from, how the work, why they work.
Words that I've never heard before spring to my lips when I'm talking sometimes. Does this mean my mind is inventing words, or am I reverting to another language that I've never encountered?11

Does telekinesis exist? Would it be possible in any situation?12

I've also been carefully observing people's reactions, the voices they use, the movements they incorporate with each word.13

I also look at the sky a lot more.14