First Write

You know, I have a diary. I feel kind of cruel, betraying it like this. It's always been there for me. Its screamed advice to future-me a dozen times. (Shame I dont take my own advice...) This is a new experience for me, I feel so vulnerable. Im usually hiding behind my poetry, or my facade that im okay. Maybe i am okay. I wish i knew for sure..1

Wow, i feel so vulnerable, so stupid, so foolish. Im normally an emotional wreck on allpoetry. alljournal is very strange for me. I hope no ones reading this...