so yeah my boyfriend just broke up with me and once more im trapped in the hell known as high school. 7 hours a day im surrounded by ppl that could care less about anything or anyone else and with teachers that hate us all and still struggle pointlessly to teach us useless information we will never need to know. he wont get out of my head or my heart. i want him back so bad and i even lowered myself to asking him if there would ever be a way we could try again. he says relationships r too much of a hassle. guess thats wut i get for letting myself become attached to anyone. i just cant bring myself to care about anything anymore. i cant see my life going anywhere anymore, so now ive decided to fuck it up as best i can. this weekend i think i will go find one of the dealers around here. i dont have alot of money, but i kno at least a few that will take other forms of payment......i spose i should b afraid of doing that, but it seems to go along with my new fuck it all life. vandalism sounds so good too even though ill probably get caught and put in jail. at least ill b away from that damn school. and away from him.
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I know this was a long time ago...but I hope you're feeling better about it. I know what it's like to have the person that means so much throw you away, but you can't let one person define your life. You're young, there are so many better people to meet and better places and things to do. I promise.
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so suddenly wut i want doesn't matter? Ur so wrapped up in ur own little world where everything revolves around u u cant even see how much ur hurting me. u had ur chance with him y do u suddenly want him again? its not like ull actually love him and uve already proved u don't care who u sleep with all u care about ison Jul 26 9:03 PM, In Angst, Bitter, Depression, Friends, Love, Pain, Rant, Sad, Thoughts. 200 words. → Make first comment?
