Happy

I was thinking about Thomas Jefferson. When he wrote the declaration he didn't say, poeple have the RIGHT to HAPPINESS. He correctly stated that people had the right to pursue happiness. The more I think about that one statement the more I begin to realize how smart he was. No man can have happiness, he can only pursue what he believes to be happy. 1

I've also been thinking more and more about being happy. Isn't it just a feeling, lIke sadness or anger. Just like those other to emotions happiness goes away or it can stay depending on you. Everyone seems to think that we all have a choice on what we feel and the way things go, but is that true?? Do we really control what are emotions are? We can't be robots and we aren't programmed, but yet people still think we can control everything. 2

I disagree. Lately i've been dealing with a lot. Cutting has become my past, but my past seems to come back to me and float in with offers in my mind to "make me better"
And that's just the first thing going wrong. .... lol....i won't go into details. 3

But i've realized that it's time for me to stand up....pray a lot....read my bible and reach out....because I'm tired of our youth being so depressed....4

is anyone else with me? There has to be something real out here that we can hope in that will not fail us...that can be there.. 5

And i'm willing to put my faith forward and say...I believe. 6

If you ever need a friend i'm here
Here to love and not judge
Here to help and not destroy
here to encourge and not lie
Here to hug while you cry. 7


<3 you alll...hope to get some comments. 8

I'm really tired though and i have school and it's almost midnight so i'm going to have to end this.