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The Pain

What he doesn't know is I stay up everynight, wishing for him beside me.
That his imperfections make me whole.
I've loved u since that first day in 5th grade, when we sat in Ms.Rosers class.
I could tell u everything about urself.
Study u everyday, sitting in class just watching you.
I have all the comics u ever made me.
the story u made about me, the pictures u drew
I have them all, i always have them with me
You hugged me on the bus, even when i didn't want it (but deep down i loved it)
You carried my books to class for me
I sat on your lap and u held me
you were the one that always made me smile
you stopped me from cutting
you stopped me from smoking
you stopped me from being suicidal
you were my friend, the best friend i could ever ask for
you let me use ur jacket when i was cold( I never brought my own cause i loved urs)
but no you are gone,
I never got to tell you how i loved you,
I was a fool ur gone!! u moved and i won't see u again.
I love u!! but I never could tell u and now ur gone and it hurts worse than i thought it would.
You are my love, no matter what
I will love you all the days of my life.
omg i just want you back but your gone

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  • dont let megan see this... O.O
    but anyhow, had no clue kay lynn! you buttmunch! there is always me! remember! im the 2nd i know! but love me! unless... this is just makeup O.O lol. damn, i dont know -hugggless- forever! ;D


  • ilovemyemo
    August 26
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    aww im sorry dear...
    you cant contact this fellow any way at all ??
    sounds like u really loved him im so sorry somthing o that nature happened to me but my love died.. :[
    u wanna talk im here <3


    • Mystery
      August 26
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      nope i can' tget a hold of him but Thank you. I'll live so don't worry about me

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