Read • Contests • Groups • Learn • Forums • Store • Help
 

Holy Shiitakis! Somebody Save Me :/

School starts tomorrow. Need I go on? Actually, I do...1

First of all, I'm used to school starting in September. And I've been sleeping in real late lately so... it's going to be extremely hard getting up at six tomorrow.
Second, I've gone to private school my whole life. The past six years I've been at a TINY private school with a seventy student average and the past two years, I've been in an all girl class. And now I have to go to public school with a student body of twenty-two hundred kids. Just a little different...
Third, I don't know anyone there! And the people that I sort of know, I hate. 2

I am, unfortunately, a hopeless romantic. And yes, it comes it handy while writing, but I absolutely HATE it! I think about guys ALLLL the time! Quite honestly, I don't want to date until AT LEAST sixteen, but it's hard not to think about it! :/ I have this weird thing about twelve, thirteen, and fourteen year olds dating. I can't stand it. It's so stupid. So pointless. And I DON'T want to think about guys for at least a few more years. It's so hard, though! Especially because my old homeroom teacher brainwashed us. We couldn't even talk to the guys last year without getting in trouble! And I'm so awkward around guys, anyway, so it doesn't really matter...
But one thing I DO want is guy friends! SO badly! Girls are too dramatic! But no one's gonna like me :/ I really don't want to take the bus the first day, but my parents are making me. I DON'T want to go to high school! I'd rather go back to my old school! And trust me, NO ONE would want to go back there! AAAAAH! I'm going to die! 3

SAVE MEEEEE! 4

Add your comment

    : Comment:

Comments

1 - 6 of 6

  • SmokinHotWhiteTiger
    August 24
    Edit | Reply
    my advice sweetie is to be yourself and well maybe slowly become approachable round guys and stuff and maybe not just y being yourself but slowlys triking up small conversations with guys you will be able to feel not so ackward round them ect. I had a similiar problem myself but I prefer to befriend females when I was your age then again I wasa bad guy then too because I did drugs =\ but meh my point is be yourself take baby steps in approachin guys and just say hi hey or w/e and well maybe ask how they are doing or find something in common ect. eventually you will start to make guy friends in time. anyways good luck sweetie and sorry skool startin so early for ya this year and granted you have no friends now but you'll make some eventually

  • HollyLouise
    August 23
    Edit | Reply
    I go to a school with a small number of students. I am starting public school in a year. I will be scared.
    You should be fine though, just try to be as friendly as you can, people will expect you to be nervous as you're new to the school. Just say hi to the people you meet, and i'm sure you will make friends.
    x


  • Kathraina silver member
    August 23
    Edit | Reply
    Haha, i'm going through almost the same thing hun, only with college

1 - 6 of 6

Recent Journals

  • Just getting it down on ... virtual... paper.
    I think I really like you. Too bad you'll never know. 1 Dear Jake, 2 We've known each other FOREVER. I remember going over to your house all the time and playing with dolls and Mr. Potato Head, especially. Your mom babysat my little brother and I all the time. I saw you a lot. It never meant anything. We w
    5 hours ago, In Personal.  1,600 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • God, I hate being a girl.
    For obvious reasons, yes. But also because of, big shocker here, BOYS. Ughhhhhhh. I always always ALWAYS psych myself out and think I like every freakin guy I start to become friends with! If you've read some of my recent poems (My Heart is in Hell I & II + 'Fade Away'), then you know there's this one guy who I'm
    on Sep 5 8:49 AM, 200 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
  • It Kind of Sucks
    Just wondering, does anyone have a dream or life goal that is literally impossible? I mean, I know everyone's always saying "If you work hard, anything is possible." But it seriously isn't. The only thing I want in life can't happen. And it probably never will. And it kills me. I know that it's impossible. And it
    on Jul 23 9:57 PM, 100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
  • First of Many
    So0o0o0o... I just feel... well, bad. I don't know any other way to put it. Three days ago, I was on top of the world! I wrote six chapters in one day! (About 8,000 words!) So I was super confident about everything and I just felt good. But the next day I was completely fried. I still managed to write but ever sin
    on Jul 12 11:12 PM, 200 words. → 20 comments, Add one?