How can someone be so happy and yet feel so broken and lost. How can someone be surrounded by so many people who love her, and yet feel so alone. How can everything she say feel so wrong. She loves him with all her heart. And she knows he loves her…she sees the way he looks at her…So how come she can’t get over being scared of losing him. Why can’t she put her guard down…and trust that everything will be okay. Why can’t she get over the past and what people have done. Why can’t she let go of all the pain and forgive. Why does she smile in public and cry in secret. How can someone so young, feel so much like a failure…and how can she feel like she has wasted her life. Why does she let words hurt her so much…Why can’t she stop worrying about everything and just let things play out…Why can’t she be something amazing…and make a difference in someone’s life…but most of all…How can she be so passionate about writing, but be so stuck and not able to write how she feels. Why can’t she put it into words.


