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august 9, 8.14 p.m. -- last thoughts, of sorts

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so on wednesday, i leave to go back to school and probably throughout that time and the next semester, i'll be around here less (hopefully not like last year though, i think i posted six poems the entire first semester). if anyone really cares. i'll try to be better though, and i'll definitely make sure i judge all of my contests, but no guarantees on how much time i'll have to be writing. and hopefully, i'll have less inspiration (i.e., less sadness and loneliness).2

(anyone reading this -- PLEASE ENTER. both of them!)
http://allpoetry.com/contest/2455177
http://allpoetry.com/contest/24554543

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also, on an unrelated note, i've been here since i was fourteen (2005) and i've never changed my username and while it fit then (and i thought it was cool and i was emo and a terrible writer), i kind of feel like it doesn't anymore. i'm generally against changing usernames (too confusing), but i feel like it needs to be done; i've grown up a lot in the past four and a half years. i just have no idea what it should be changed TO. so if anyone has any ideas.... 6


that's about all i have to say. please enter my contests favorites <3

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  • new born
    October 21
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    Hrm.

    Gossamer?
    Ask asa, she's amazing at usernames.

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