Well...I'm going to do it. I'm going to kick the habit. It's going to be a tough one, I can guarantee it... but I've actually grown "tired" of smoking. What better way to keep track of my success, than here.... with this journal?! It's almost like a blessing in disguise
I am going to make my "FULL QUIT DAY", this coming Wednesday, when my fiance will be home and can help with the kids. I don't think I can do it so well, without him. They tend to like to run all over me. I am hoping, that since I'm actually tired of smoking, that maybe, just maybe, it won't be as hard. I've got my 90 day supply of Cigarrest to back me up too!
"SMOKERS PRAYER"
Heavenly Father, hear my plea,
and grant my lungs serenity.
Give me strength to kick the smoking
that's been causing all my choking.
Let my breath be fresh and clean
without a trace of nicotine.
Each ciggie I smoke so often
Adds another nail in my coffin
Guide me Lord, by your holy means
past all those cigarette machines.
It hurts to hear My Loved ones say
kissing ya's like lickin' an ashtray.
Please oh Lord, Hear my voice,
Give me will power, while I have a choice.
I ask your help and it's no wonder
Because if I don't quit, I'm six feet under.



