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i don't know what i'm doing anymore... i'm hopeful, but so full of pain. First he wants me, then he doesn't then he's not sure and then we're going to be together, then it causes too much chaos and it's all my fault. I don't know what to do. i've cried already today nad now he doesn't want to see me tomorrow, and i just don't know what i'm doing... i know what i want but i'm never getting him back.

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