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July 27th 2009

Idiot me lost my fathers wedding ring this weekend when I was swimming at the lake. I have worn it every day since he passed away 5 years ago. Its such a strange miserable horrifying feeling to loose something irreplaceable like that. I cant even find a proper word to describe it. It would be nice if I could say I lost it through no fault of my own, but I cant. I am one of those nervous fidgety people, and I was twisting the ring around my finger and playing with it while discussing something with my friend. Next thing I knew it was falling to the sandy floor to disappear in the sandy abyss. 1

I cried a lot, but it is just an object... right. My fathers memory had nothing to do with that ring. Sigh... It still sucks! 2

I made a special trip to library just to come here and see if any of my cybersouls where on line. Sigh.... they aren't. I have to go here in a minute....back to the fog. (yup that's pretty dramatic, but fuck-it I am feeling a bit dramatic right now) 3


tears are about to fall.... damn it I am too emotional. Crying is not something one should do in a library.
I miss my friends here on line.
A few of you I miss so much I ache!!! 4

Love you guys   5

love,
Delila 6

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  • Sacred Geometry
    July 27

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    Nooooooooo
    its going to be found by two hobbits in a thousand years time whilst they are fishing!




    Sorry i was just looking around and felt i had to make an insensitive comment. i dont mean it. im a bit of a dickhead sometimes. aha.

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