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Friday, July 24, 2009

Well here I am again.
Because guess what, i fucked it up.
I broke the sobriety and I drank.
Only once, but once is enough to make me regret.
But, if at first you don't succeed try try again.1


So here it is... again. 2

6 months total sobriety. 3

I'm trying again, hopefully this time it'll stick4

I dont want to identify myself with drugs and alcohol any more. I want them to be out of my life so i know what it's like to be free of them. 5

And you're right, i was just replacing one with the other and thats not what it's about and its not healthy. 6

And i want to support you. 7

Hopefully i wont have to make another one of these.

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