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Midlife crisis take one

Im having sort of a midlife crisis right now.
Well not really, but a short little melt down...1

I fear the future now. Im not smart enough to get into a good college, or a college I want. I feel really really dumb, because a lot of my friends are really smart. I fear not being able to achieve my dream of becoming some kind of writer, hopefully an author. I know its a lot of work, and that the chances are slim. 2

I feel extremely ugly lately. Ugly and useless and annoying. I think thats why Ive been so talkative lately. Its to cover up my insecurities. 3

I dont wanna go through one of those melt down periods like I did back in 8th grade. Ugh. I feel like its coming sooner or later though. I just know it.

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