Before you ask... no I have never been a phone call at 4 am... but im headed that way1
Men lie, for the simple reason that they can, that and they want to get laid... as it was pointed out to me last night. All men are horny... I understand and accept that... the fact that he only talks to me when hes horny or when my friend was busy... not happening2
He had his chance n he fucked it up big time... I warned him about her, n what would happen if they started talking on a regualr basis... Did he listen no. He talks to my whore of a "friend" who is still dating the last guy I liked. He's "to busy for a relationship" but he has plenty of time for my friend. I dumped his sorry ass and turned him away... he was all fine and happy til my friend left for college 3hr away. Then he comes begging back to me... I do care about you i just dont show it, I havent talked to her in weeks, nothing happened between us i swear were just friends. LIES!!! You never gave a damn about me all you wanted was sex, and I guarrentee that if ur lie about talking to her... becuase four different people said they saw you togther and everytime Im with her I can see that shes texting you, that you HAVE fucked around with her...3
On top of all this... the stepdad for the girl I babysit for is asking inappropriate things. I have no idea how many times I have come to him for advice... now i dont know what to do... I told him I wasn't going to because I love n respect his gf way too much to do that and that I love his stepdaughter more then anything else in the world and that i would do nothing that ever had the potential of hurting them....4
Like I said... I dont know what I'm doing anymore since I obviously don't make good choices on either friends or relationships... but hey, life sucks and then you die... so I'm gonna try to enjoy it as much as i can
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