Ya i've never wrote a journal on here. I mean i have a journal but it's a lot different on here.Well truthfully im writing a journal cuz i read my friend scotts journal and i want to put my opinion in. And he may not like it same with other people.And im sorry if anyone gets offended or anything like that.1
Ok first of all the drama. Not just a couple people start the drama.A ton of people do.Ok and the people who say they hate the drama some of the times their the cause.Like scott. He says he hates the drama. Ok i came in the chat with kay. He started being an ass to me. He was starting the drama there. I don't care if he was jealous or not.I don't care if he had a good reason.That gives him no right. And im not trying to just pick on one person. Many people do. And i admit it i do to. A lot of the time. I mean my reasoning is i love it. I crave drama. Because it lets me let my anger out. And i know bad way too. Thats why im getting help. Im changing myself. 2
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The relationships. Ok ya i have ap relationships. Thats just to many people around me are assholes. Excuse my language. I do online dating cuz it's soo much easier. It doesn't hurt as much or anything. I mean ya i wish i could see the person and really touch them. But if you think about it theres not that much of a heartache. Cuz you were never there. You don't have their smell on ur couch,clothes,bed etc... So you don't have all the reminders of what was and what you lost. I guess it's just easy for me. I don't know if others have different opinions. And that is their opinion. And to me mine counts big time....4
Third: Only goes out to scott5
Your not the only one dealing with a million people tellin you they love you ok. Your not the only one dealin with pain. So quit with the fucking self pitty and grow up. Your 19 now quit complaining and move on. I tell you time and time again follow your heart and not anyone else. Truthfully i have waited and waited for you ok. Well im givin up. I'll be your friend but thats it. And that's all it will ever be. Because i can't deal with all this drama that you bring along too. Ok so quit tellin me you love me and shit like that. Cuz i won't listen anymore. Im sorry. And truthfully i hope you don't think your irreplaceable. If so listen to Beyonce-Irreplaceable6
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But ya give me comments of what you think and all..
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