Ok so my boyfriend came to Missouri from Arizona to visit me for the month of June and he left on July 1st so naturally im going to be sad. well with me Im extrememly sad because Im so into him I missed his hugs the second he left, I cried and cried and cried for hours. and never have I felt so in love with anybody than him. well I live with my uncle and my dad and my uncle loves to be an ass about everything. so im sitting there in the living room after talking to my boyfriend all night on the computer and unsuccesfully looking for jobs so i can go see him my uncle wakes up and starts bitching about the littlest things. now lets get this straight, I am the worlds biggest neat freak and i wont let nobody do nothin except me cause im affraid they wont do it right. so he's bitching at me cause "the dishwasher wasnt put away and there were dishes in the sink. so of course i did it since im up all night talkin to someone i miss and love. but i dont hardly ever do anything i may be a neat freak but thats cause im too lazy to even make a mess. so he's bitching at me so i say somethin and he just yells more and makes me feel like dirt. and i forgot to mention that every fuckin night he invites his buddies over to do pot THEY'RE THE ONES FUCKIN EVERYTHING UP!!!!!!!!!! NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry for the bad grammer but its a vent i dont care
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