Lets just call it what it really is.....

A Diary. That is what this is. Now that it is out of the way we may begin this journey into the totally unnecessary writings of my mind. As i sit here listening to Kings Of Leon- Use Somebody i am feeling quite alone. Granted that is just a part of life in general to feel out of place and alone in this big yet small world (cliche). I am actually writing this to let any who read this know why i do not add more stuff, beyond lack of actually writing anything new in sometime, and why my activity into anything social in my life has fallen greatly (which i thought was impossible due to the lack of one to begin with :-s) But partly i dont feel the need to add anything new because i never can get my stuff read and i never can take the time to read others. That could be a reason for my few reads. So karma in a way has come back to bite and consequently gnaw my ass off. Since i am working for a painting company now my days are spent on my feet working, so i would not spend much time here anyway. I think i have a good "legacy" on this site. I have grown as a writer and i have gained great appreciation for literary works (even if i dont have the patience to read some). For that i am sorry, to all of the poems and stories i have overlooked and to any author i have let down. To let out ones thoughts into something private is very relaxing...this is by far only a bit of what i have going on in my head and i think i will atleast try to come back and write again every so often. So to you, My friends and family, I love you and god bless.1


Feel free to email me at Zebulon41689@yahoo.com....Because you know by now that i am deprived of a social life and would encourage any contact