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*tired and sleepy*

well we finally got moved that was one long hard job! tee-hee! [thats what she said] but its finally done and over with now i'm just chillin' at my sisters house. she's reading Laurell K. Hamiltons Skintrade, Anita Blake Vampire hunter novel and she's totally gone you could yell at her and she wouldn't hear it. i'm thinking of moving in with mandies but i want to watch mattie grow up thats the only problem. i don't really know what the hell to do anymore i'm so confused lately and i don't think theirs much to live for god give me the strength to carry on.1

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heather lynn janway

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