Pink Candles :)

Okay...my last two of these things have been pretty mopey. I'll be the first to say so openly. 1

I figured I should make this one about the good things going on right now to make up for it.2

I like numbering things...so that's how I'll do this. 3

1) Air Force in 30 days.
I can't believe I'm down to just one month before I get out of this place. I don't think it'll feel completely solid though until the day I get on the plane. I just found out that my tech school is only 5 weeks, and after Basic & that I get to come home for 12 days before they ship me off to my new home. I've recently decided that I'm putting Colorado down as my first choice, Cali second, and Italy third. 4

2) Bugzie's back.
I missed him soooo much...now, even though I'm happy he has his bible studies on Tuesdays, it still feels unfair that I don't get to talk to him tonight. But, at least there's tomorrow. We've been talking a lot about some cool things lately, and I hope that we can pick back up on them tomorrow night. I can't even describe how awesome he is. He's soooo funny, and soooo sweet....but, not like the sickly-sweet-gag-me type...he's one of those people who's not afraid to insult you or himself in a joke, but will be there if you need him. I love the guy to death, but that's how I feel about all my close friends...lol. 5

3) My bike's fixed.
Yaaaaaaaaaay! My front tire's finally fixed! I went on an hour bike ride this morning...there were more hills than I expected. Overall, it was a really pretty area and I had my music playing while I rode, so I really enjoyed it.6

4) I'm almost all packed.
Finally! I've been getting my stuff together for weeks...now I've got 10 shirts, 10 jeans/shorts, 8 pairs of socks, and 3 pairs of shoes out...other stuff too, but that's nobody's business. 7

5) I'm happy.
While I have had a couple downs recently, overall I know I'm happy. I'm finally content with my "love life" (or lack thereof), I'm ready for my new and upcoming job, and I'm really excited about getting out of this place and going somewhere. I no longer fear that I'll turn out like my mom, as my next 4 years are going to be devoted to doing things I know she'd never get near doing. 8

6) I'm getting back into my bible.
I should've had this one first really...but I'm finally reading my bible again and praying on a regular basis. Bugzie's helped out a lot here. I feel close to God again, and I'm hoping that this is just the start of the best part of my life. I'm soooo grateful to the Lord for everything going on right now...I know I couldn't have gotten this far without Him. 9

7) The weather's beautiful.
The sun is finally shining again. There's still water/mud everywhere, but it's lovely outside and the air feels clean and fresh. I won't even think about the bad part of this weather (allergies), because overall I'm just happy it's nice again. 10

8) My friends rock!
Chey's awesome...I wish she would get a little bit of a confidence boost...but I guess that'll just take time. My only worry with her is that I'll leave and she'll fall into the wrong crowd. :S I love ya Chey, so don't screw up!! Zach's finally back from his trip, so I'm feeling extra-smiley today. Him, Ang, and Bugzie are the best online-friends anyone could ask for.11

9) I got to go to my first concert!
OMG! High Flight Society was AWEsome live! I couldn't take my eyes off the stage! The other 3 bands were good, of course, but HFS was the BEST! I have an autographed pic of them and a pic of them & me. 12

10) It's a good day.
No matter how bad things get, I try to keep in mind that every day is a good day. I've soooo much to be thankful for, and soooo many people to share my happiness with. Sometimes I feel so happy that I'm surprised I don't burst! 13

God bless you all! I love y'all.