Ok well lately I havent been the happiest teen there is. I fucked up with the love of my life, alex. He helped me stop my addictions, but now I dont even think he wants to forgive me. But wats there to forgive?!?!? I didnt do anything! Hes the one thats practicaly cheating on me! I mean honestly, am i that useless. Maybe his sex life wasnt getting satisfied so he went to a girl that happens to be like a sister to me? I mean hes done this twice with her. She keeps dragging him back when i hav my bad days. Or maybe its because I havent seen him all summer?1
Is it my fault though? Idk. . . .it just hurts knowing that he likes another girl thats like my sister. And now that she accepted him once like that, she'll do it again. Soooo I cant trust her at all now. Shes conceded! Shes two-faced! I dislike her very much, lolz but I'm hurt. Idk wat to do i just want to cry all over again. i wanna do wat I used to do to solve my problems. Maybe I'm just over reacting. . . .but that doesnt matter because another guy used me. But first told me he loved me. Never would lie or leave me. . . .I was used
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....:/ I am SO sorry...That's..horrible. But I kinda know what it's like..although I wouldn't call him my first bf.
I had a friend who liked him, a lot. And so while I went out with him, he decided to ask her out. And she said yes. But, the next day she realized it was wrong. So she broke up with him and told me. I was really pist off and sad at first, but I was also really happy that she had the guts to tell me. I mean, we were and still are really good friends, she's like a sis to me. And so, as you can guess, me and him broke up.
I guess...all you can do is hold your head up high and just forget it. And since your friend did that twice, then forget her. She isn't worth it.
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