How could I still be in love with someone who doesn't love me back? How is it so easy for "True Love" to fade? I don't believe in it. I loved him like I loved myself...even when I was disappointed, sad, mad or had doubts about what he was doing when he wasn't with me. I made mistakes, things were done, things weren't done...but in the end I loved him with my soul. Everyday that we talked he'd tell me he loved me, expressed that it was genuine and real and it was more than I knew.....but now nothing is there. Three years? And Now Not a drop of Love found anywhere? My smile doesn't do anything for you anymore? I don't believe it...I don't. How could you express the deepest things in life with me and allow me to cry on your shoulder and feel no love for me now that we've been apart for this short time? I just don't understand...Its like I meant nothing. Did I mean nothing?
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