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I Think I've Decided To Committ Suicide

i did it once before. its no biggie to me really. the only reason i'm still here at this moment is cuz i need to make sure my best friend will be okay when i do depart. its the least i could do. i've been mean to him, mainly cuz he's the only one who really gives a damn and shows it. Sealed1

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i've been debating how to go about it exactly. the first time i did it, i drowned myself. thats when i was seven. now i hate the feeling of suffocation so that rules out hanging as well. cutting was a possibility but most ppl never succeed as its just a matter of bleeding out, even including hitting a main artery. i'd most likely end up at a hospital with a six inch scar from stitches. pills was the logical way to go. its slow but easy....until i did some research on the matter. i have a high tolerance for it.3

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so now what to do? who knew death could be so complicated?! 6

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  • loud whispers
    July 11
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    death is simple. it is u who makes it complicated.
    if u ever want to talk...message me
    hope u feel better


  • WastedCrimsonTears
    June 13
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    hey no please
    i beg of you,your a wonderful person and i love you!!!
    please dont die
    give yourself another chance..<3


  • Little Fawn
    June 13

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    Please don't do it I know I don't know you and you don't know me and I'm coming off really creepy but I care. Don't do it please. if you want to talk I am here to listen.

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