Have you ever had a moment,1
Where life could be so complex
your mind is reaching for simplicity2
Like the parched thirst for water?3
Have you ever felt love was in reach
but so unreachable?4
Have you ever felt betrayed
when it was you who was doing the betraying?5
Have you ever not been in love
and said I love you anyway?6
Have you ever been in love
and never said I love you7
Moments that get me every time is why I feel like I can't talk to the one I'm supposed to love. Like he completes me, but only because he holds my heart with such a grip it would die if he let go. But it hurts because he's strangling it.
I feel as if we need to part, but I don't know how my life would be if we did.
Finding the courage to do so, is much more easier said than done. 8
Although I am sick of trying to convince my heart that I'm in love....
I'm sick of feeling weak because I think if I let him go, love will be impossible from here on out.
I'm sick of holding onto him just for the memories, just because I think he is the right one when I know for sure we are not. 9
On the other hand,
it's just difficult.....It's like I love him more than anything, but I don't want to be with him. It's like I want him to be in my life in yet I want him to go.
I feel selfish,I know I cannot have it both ways, somewhere inside my dreaming mind wishes I could...10
I wish I could tell the person I think about all the time the truth.
I wish she would know how much she is in my dreams and even my thoughts during the day. 11
I don't know.....
this is my complex love life at the given time.... now I'm done...
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Nice write
Thanks serenity.......You have such nice words in your poem.
Thanks for commenting on Venus, i really felt enlightend about it.........Thanks so much...we will stay in touch.....See you -
beautiful lady aka lily
as i read ur words i almost picture everything i have gone through. i see that ur truely confuse with this man tht can't for sum reason stop hurting u. as i get to the end u honestly dn't seem confused at all u knw how u feel about him and to my astonishment her and it brings a smile to my face. though i dnt knw u i do knw u'll be ok cuz as ur feelings unfold and u get the courage to jump u will live wonderfully with everything u want and so much more . i once was to in this very same situation tied to a man tht i thought i loved but being with him for four years i simply got used to . but i then fell in love with a women tht makes me so happy. i hate to be away from her for a second. as i sink into her arms at night as we go to bed i thank god every second tht for her i had the courage to jump.
well i hope to get a reply and maybe i got it all wrong i still thank u for i had the pleasure to share my mind with you
lily
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