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Entry #4 supposed to be 5 but what the heck we'll call it 4.

!If you are innocent then please do not take this personally, I beg you!

 

It has come to my attention that young members of allpoetry are seriously victimized here. This makes me very unhappy, it is not good when I am unhappy. If you loved your sister and new that people were sending you things in messages to lure into a trap, what would yo upersonally do? You would tell me right? Or are you too looking to ensnare young members for personal gratification and money? This makes me sick as sick as rapid dogs and just angry, so stinkin angry I could rip preditorial balls off with my nails and ...... shoot, never mind.

 

(You see yet why it is not good when I am angry, I can become very vicous, very irrational, and sometimes do stupid things that, yes, I later regret. Reason cannot come to mind when all I can see is the red of anger.)

 

I am amased that I can still show humor during anger, are you amazed as I am? My friends often laugh at me when they hear the things I say during a rampage, at the time it makes me more furious, but when I've had time to settle down I am able to laugh it off too.

 

Now I am calmed down you know this because I have gone off topic

It was rather quick surprisingly, I should do this more often.

 

JO

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