i wanted to help her so much..and she wants to skip town
she didnt even have the fn guts to tell me to my face why she wanted money, she was gonna abandon me again. i cut because of her, i hurt because of her, i have nightmares about cops taking her away...why would she do this?!1
why is she faking all this kindness and caring about me...if she wants to run like a thief in the night
why would she hurt me like this if she cared, why is she doing this to me, her so called "little sis" i scream in my head "JESSIE WHY ARE YOU HURTING ME LIKE THIS, DONT YOU CARE HOW DEEP I CUT, OR HOW MUCH, DONT YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME TO KNOW YOU WOULD LEAVE ME OR RISK BEING TAKEN AWAY?!?!?!" I cut again because of her, i burned myself to...i lost all control for about 5min...if it wasnt for Jaimy it would of been worse...
why would she do this....cant anyone answer my damn question?!
she doesnt love me...she doesnt care about me....she lies, and she hurts....she makes me hurt myself...2why am i writing this crap...if i dont now, i will explode and do some bad shet...that is why....
Adding your comment:
She cares, I know she cares, but she is in recovery, and people slip in recovery, you know that. Tell her she is hurting you, tell her that what she does hurts. Let her take the responsibility for her actions.
