Okay so there is this boy who i am totaly in love with..like i never felt like this before..
his past isnt so great. He is what you call a "playa" and when we first met, he told me that at first he was like..yea i got to hit that, but after us talking for like 4 hours, and hanging out, he felt something more..and it scares him..he says that he dont want to hurt me, and that he is scared he might. He says he knows he loves me..but dont know how much he truly does love me! It kills me so fucken bad.. everytime i get someone good in my life something bad happens like this.. i dont know if we will betoghter or not.. i am just about to give up on everything..i am so stressed out!! grr i hate life so fucken much..and i hate love the most!
HELP ME..BEFORE I GO CRAZY
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well if he admits himself that he doesnt want to hurt but because of his nature, is afraid he might-then thats a good sign, id say. ul neva find out how good or bad a relationship can become unless you actually commit to it, and i honestly thnk this guy is well on his way to maturity (i mean not all playas can do this) im not,however , saying that u mus go into this eyes-closed - nah i jus came out of a relationship with a 'player typa guy' and it aint no sunny ride- i enjoyed it while it lasted- but anyways, dont have too high expectations n let him know how u feel. goodluk girl
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i know what that's like.
to feel how you do and how he does (im not a player tho). just think about it, but don't think to hard cuz it hurts! lol. you'll be fine. 
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