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Destroyed

So, I cant hang out with my friend... and my other friends are kind of not liking me so much. So how do you keep busy by yourself when there is no one left?1

I dont know]]Surprised
I
am
  destroyed2

by anger, lies, fights, complaints, rules3

lately any one that hurts me or upsets me I blow up at them 3 times as bad because no one sees my point of view4

and this is making me lose everyone.5

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  • FreeFalling911
    June 5
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    awannabepoet... listen im just going through alot right now. And I have a theripist and he knows what has been going on with me... so you dont have to worry about me anymore


  • Failed-Dreamer
    June 5
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    Don't 'blow up' just take the time to think things through rationally and be more mature than they are being. Maturity always wins, trust me.

    And about the 'what to do aspect' of this all, write some poetry, stories, songs or whatever. If you fixate on that, you won't fixate as much on what is going on.


  • awannabepoet
    June 5
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    It is within ourselves that we must seek peace at first, you need to get some help sweetie, there is nothing wrong with it. I mean a counselor or someone you can talk to, perhaps you need to turn in that monster that did that you as well.

    That might be the first step towards healing, self abuse and destructiveness is not the answer although it can be the first thing that comes to the surface.

    If there are things you like to do, just go to meetup.com and look for groups that share the same interests as you. It is free and it has people of all walks of life, perhaps you can find something there to keep you busy and help you find new friends.

    Take a look at the site and join, it is free and will certainly help you keep plugging away at this thing called life.

    Keep the faith sweetie, you can do it.

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