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i just need to vent and i my as well do it here, b/c no one really reads this of people i know. My twin had a fight with my mom and bro so she left the house, and is pisted beyond belief. My brother crossed the line, but this is way out of hand. Ashley wants to move out and live on her own. I am going to stay at home. My mom is hurt with busted up ribs and she needs help, but since ashley is not here and does not plan to come home so far its up to me to help. The reason we can stay at our living arange ment is her and I have split the bills but its going to be hard when she leaves b/c then its me. Yes my brother did wrong, but ashley did wrong as well. It was not as bad or to the extream of the brother but she did fight and yell as well. This summer is going to change my life forever and its going to be hard. She will move out and probably have a split from the family. I dont know what the future brings but happieness is not in the future for me. Its going to be fighting and drama. Ashley is way over dramatizing this and she brings up she is gay and thats why everything is wrong, but that is not it and she feels I dont get it and i believe it should not matter at all about if she is gay or not. We dont even act like friends any more, but enemys fighting to see who is right. Its a battle field and I feel we are both going to loose and pain is coming. I just want to cry and cry my eyes out. Its so much drama and pain its not fair. I dont know what to do and I cant fix it and its all falling apart and failing. What a fucking mess!