This Blows Major Chunks

Idk why I'm so upset. Idk why I'm freaking out over it. Idk how I still have any emotions left in me when I never use them.1

Something is wrong with my bestie. She can't tell me why at the moment. she wanted to talk on the phone, and even tho i think its rude to be on the phone with company, i called her. She hardly said anything. And she was getting frustrated with me because when I didn't catch what she said, I'd ask her to repeat more than once cuz my bro kept messing with me. She ended up hanging up because she wouldn't say anything and I had nothing to say considering she didn't tell me anything. She didn't call back and neither did I. She hung up so I figured she'll call and talk to me when she wanted to.2

But that kinda pissed me off. I was trying to figure out what was wrong and she was just sitting there moping. I hate that shit. If I'm angry, I'm not gonna ask to get on the phone with someone and just sit there. That's stupid. I love that girl to death, I really do. But I hate when she does that. Cuz then I don't know what to do. Yeah, she's angry but like I'm really gonna be able to do anything if she won't tell me what her beef is. 3

Sometimes I feel like an ass cuz I think I'm being insensitive, but sometimes I really think that it can't be helped. I really do. I'm done ranting for right now. I've got nothing else to say about this. Its almost impossible for words sometimes.