the y say the only way out is through.
there has to be a better way. i want (need?) a way that doesnt require false knowledge and an empty status of authority. you keep telling me i need flash but why throw out my power for some weak shit ill only use once? ill find my own way, pressed up against the wall. stop trying to make me regress and calling it progress. stop trying to bend your spoons with my mind. (my spoons with your mind?) stop trying to turn the bee into a butterfly.1
wait a second.
a bee? is that like, crediting myself with only one defense? maybe i only have one defense. one stinger and one chance to self destruct. i am a martyr after all. because i wont take shit for granted. ill take every chance i get (even if its just one) to go against your free will. because thats what i have to do to keep mine. and i dont care about the consequences because trhats what i live for. i live for fucked up situations that i try (or dont try) desperately to get out of. and then i put myself right back, because the funs is in the challenge
getting out the way you came in2
ill just draw myself a plothole.((im not sure what those look like))
they probably look like whatever.3
and also
((i ramble like the homeless man on curb))
i cant wait for the world to end because i cant wait for my world to start
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