Crack My Heart Open, Let It Dry

So I Brace Myself With All That I Have,
And I Held Every Part Of You That I Could
Im In No Condition To Be Alone, But I Wanna Be Just Me And Whats Left Of The Girl I Was.
And So Maybe Il Hold My Breath And You値l Be Gone.
Take It Away, Take It All... My Memories, My Feelings. Burn The Letters, Delete The Emails Break My Promises, You Know Kinda Like You Broke My Heart, And I Know Your Sorry, You Where Sorry The First 2 Times Also, So I知 Sorry, I Came Back Those Times Thinking Maybe Just Maybe, It Be Better This Time...
Im Not Blaming You, But What You Did,1

And I Believed And I Trusted And I Forgave And I Loved You, *In Return*
You Lie And You Lied About That Lie, And Then You Fucken Lie!
And I Cry, And I Bleed, And I Scream, And I Weaken, And Waist Myself.
And You Forget, You Apologize, And AHA! Lie A Lil More,
And There I am, Waisted Likee Before,
But She Thinks Ohh She値l Come Back She Always Comes Back
And So She Teases Me, Tells Me She Cares For Me, And Claims To Miss Me,
She痴 Good At It. But Just Not This Time,
Because The Part Of My Heart That痴 Still Weakly Beating Doesnt Have Room For You
Your In My Head, My Tears, My Nightmares, My Words, Your The Blood That Drips
Your Just Not In My Heart, 2

But Your In Davids
So Stay With Him,
Love Him
Fuck Him,
Marry Him,
Grow Old With Him,
And Die With Him,3

And Whenever I Fall At Your Feet
Do Let Your Tears Rain Down On Me,
Whenever You Touch My Slow Turning Pain
It Hurts And It Bleeds And I Die A Bit
Cause Your Not A Small Cut Thats Scabs And Drys And Flakes And Heals
But Rather A Stab That Painfuly Tingles Hurts With Every Move And Bleeds And Bleeds Some More And I Eventualy Slip In Its Puddle Of Bled Out Love. Then I知 Back Waisted On The Floor,4


And My Guardian Angel She Trys And She Trys To Help Me. Its Ok Ashley You Deserve Better Somebody Who Wants You As Much As You Want Them. Im Here For You I Love You Ashley Its Ok, I Am Sorry! And My Angel Shes Strong Enough To Lift Me Off The Floor, Hold Me For A While. Then Im Alone Again And So I Close My Eyes Open Them, Im On The Floor Again.
And I Get Asked Are You Ok, And I知 Irratated And They Look At Me, They See
Eyes Darker Then Night
Skin Colder Then Ice
Expression Harder Then Diamond
Touch Ruffer Then Gravel
Distanced More Then Planets
Tears Warmer Then Lava
Heart Beating Slower Then Daytime
Me Pushing Them Away5

I Try
I Flirt
I Touch
I Lie
I Want
I Fake
I Use6

And I Try My Best To Be Guarded But I知 An Open Book Instead
In My Pain Is That Lil Bit Of Healing, In Your Name I致e Lost Feeling
And I知 Hangning On Another Day, For My Friends Sake.7

Honnestly I知 Holding On, I知 Barely Holding On To You,
Cause Somewhere At The Botton Slowly Killing Me
I Still Fucken Love You, And I Would Kill Just So I Would地t Have Too,
I知 Looking For An Escape
But Everything Leads Back To You.
I知 Hating You ❧